January 16, 2013
"Living with hookers I have learned a poignant truth about heterosexual men in America: Most men are miserable most of their lives, because they have pathetic sex or no sex at all. Young or old, boys suffer, and try to make up for the losses in stupid ways. The bikini baristas and YouTube PG bikini videos are lamest methods; it gets far worse! We would need no hookers and no porn, if we were happy with our own girl-friends and wives."

- Astor Cerunnos, discussing his novel, “Living With Hookers”.

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January 16, 2013
"Here’s the truth: Our imaginations create our civilization. If the best we can imagine is Gangsta-Rap, that is the kind of civilization we will have. What we put into the world defines us and defines our world. Better to imagine happy, pretty nude girls, with college degrees, who are open-minded about sex. Better to imagine a Congress that actually cares about the citizens of the United States of America. Better to imagine a future where everyone has a job!"

-Astor Cerunnos, always ready with an opinion.

January 15, 2013
"What is required is a completely new self-definition, one that includes a reason to live and a reason to plan for the future. All the 20-somethings now addicted to opiates did not invent their skewed version of reality. That reality was handed to them by parents who weren’t paying attention. Those tens of thousands of heroin addicts are presented with a civilization that offers them not one damn thing worthwhile."

- Astor Cerunnos, on addiction

January 14, 2013
The Twitching (a love poem)

The twitching of her small boney feet

in my hands at midnight

in the dark living-room

as the wood stove fire dies out,

as she sleeps, legs stretched

across the couch, and at this moment

I am the only person on Earth

awake enough to love her feet.

This memory now precise, like the taste of her lips,

the taste of her honeyed-cream pussy,

the taste of her brown erect nipples,

the scent of her hair and perfume,

the scent of her panties fresh from the dryer

as I fold them and place them in a drawer.

Living in the same house with Michia,

I have the twitching suspicion love is defined

by the daily details, more than any romantic fantasy

we inherit from parents, books, or movies.

Her small boney feet carried her to me,

now in my hands at midnight, each moment with her

makes life possible, as when she looks into my eyes,

as if my eyes matter to her more than anything.

Each tender moment has nothing to do with poetry,

literature, popular songs, feminist studies, cell-phones,

biotechnology, or anything we see on television.

-Astor Cerunnos  1.13.13

January 12, 2013
"OK. Dammit I got a bee up my ass today! I look around at the shiny new books in Barnes & Noble and realize there is nothing published within the last 20 years that has any relevance to my life. Most everything is written and published for one reason: To get money out of my wallet. Random House, Time-Warner, Norton and even Faber and Knopf do not intend to improve our civilization in any tangible way. Christ! Most authors don’t even recognize we are a civilization in sharp decline, headed for a 2nd Civil War. (Our government knows this— Homeland Security has already stocked up on millions of bullets.) So, I go home and whine about the impossibility of the situation: No publishers want to propagate ideas that actually matter, ideas to build viable and sustainable futures. Ideas which will avoid the piles of dead bodies."

Astor Cerunnos, always ready with an opinion.